To Love And Be Loved

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Tue, 14 May 2013 01:26:44 -0400

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Wed, 08 May 2013 01:28:00 -0400

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Sat, 23 Mar 2013 14:27:00 -0400

for yo(u) my Love <3

Wed, 19 Dec 2012 03:09:13 -0500

for yo(u) my Love <3

It’s not a journey, every journey ends but we go on, the world turns and we turn with it. Plans...

Mon, 17 Dec 2012 15:31:04 -0500

It’s not a journey, every journey ends but we go on, the world turns and we turn with it. Plans disappear and dreams take over. But where ever I go – there you are.

My luck, my fate, my fortune…

I am made of blue sky. And golden light. And I will feel this way forever…

Mon, 17 Dec 2012 15:20:56 -0500

I am made of blue sky.

And golden light.

And I will feel this way forever…

a passion so strong, it inspires one to try and paint the wind filled with the sweetest inspiration...

Sat, 15 Dec 2012 14:46:00 -0500

a passion so strong,
it inspires one to try and paint the wind
filled with the sweetest inspiration ever known…

if i could just lie awake with this feeling forever, i promise i would never want to wake up…

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Sun, 25 Nov 2012 23:30:35 -0500

<3 forever

Thu, 22 Nov 2012 13:22:15 -0500

<3 forever

Try to learn to breathe deeply, really to taste food when you eat, and when you sleep, really to...

Thu, 15 Nov 2012 13:30:27 -0500

Try to learn to breathe deeply, really to taste food when you eat, and when you sleep, really to sleep. Try as much as possible to be wholly alive with all your might, and when you laugh, laugh like hell. And when you get angry, get good and angry. Try to be alive. You will be dead soon enough.

this song means more to me than ill ever be able to vocalize...

Fri, 02 Nov 2012 16:08:12 -0400

this song means more to me than ill ever be able to vocalize externally to others…

i want to have a man who can slow dance with me around a room...

Wed, 31 Oct 2012 17:32:37 -0400

i want to have a man who can slow dance with me around a room and whisper this song in my ears…

yes i may not remember much about you, but i can describe all the molecules of your essence and the way your breathe lingered on my neck

[ill always try to recreate that moment, even if i made it up]

even people who used to sleep in your arms linger in your nightmares more than images we have been...

Wed, 31 Oct 2012 03:49:01 -0400

even people who used to sleep in your arms linger in your nightmares more than images we have been raised to fear…

im drunk and wish i would get one night of sleep without waking up to not seeing you anymore..

Its a world where madness cravesIts a world where hopes enslavedYeah, I tremble for you, love,...

Thu, 25 Oct 2012 16:57:45 -0400

Its a world where madness craves
Its a world where hopes enslaved
Yeah, I tremble for you, love, always…

So come out of your cave walking on your handsAnd see the world hanging upside downYou can...

Wed, 24 Oct 2012 15:47:43 -0400

So come out of your cave walking on your hands
And see the world hanging upside down
You can understand dependence
When you know the maker’s land

So make your siren’s call
And sing all you want
I will not hear what you have to say

Cause I need freedom now
And I need to know how
To live my life as it’s meant to be

And I will hold on hope
And I won’t let you choke
On the noose around your neck

And I’ll find strength in pain
And I will change my ways
I’ll know my name as it’s called again

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Sun, 21 Oct 2012 13:48:52 -0400

“I know you. I almost knew you as soon as I saw you on the road coming to my door. Since then,...

Wed, 17 Oct 2012 21:24:00 -0400

“I know you. I almost knew you as soon as I saw you on the road coming to my door. Since then, there is no movement of yours that has not betrayed you. A pace, a glance, a turn of the head, the flash of your throat as you breathe… even your way of standing perfectly still - they were all my spies…”

i love you mom, thank you for always being there for me and...

Wed, 17 Oct 2012 21:20:00 -0400

i love you mom, thank you for always being there for me and being the one to keep my soul living <3

i also hope one day this is all a bad bad memory and not something to haunt me for the rest of my life. i hope one day you learn these lessons and maybe find a partner to spin around the room with and make you feel…something. i hope one day i will be able to not think of these moments or maybe to even feel something besides…im not even sure what to call this emotion, but its not entirely pleasurable. i just wish i could forget your ghost and just be Free to Be fully…

i just want to feel normal again…and not like the universe can read my story all over my face…i just wish things were different, but there was no going backwards. no rabbit pulled out of a hat that made this all an illusion or a nightmare…

please, do me the favor in Life and be the wonderful person i always saw you as and not the person you have plagued my fear with…

and dear gentle reader, please do not confuse my words. for i know what i have seen and experienced… i simply wish that the world were mine for a moment so that i could abolish all of this…and gain the proper closure i deserve. but until then i will just have to settle for this medium…

the comparison of these two lives i have lived is unbelievable

Thu, 27 Sep 2012 18:59:00 -0400

the comparison of these two lives i have lived is unbelievable

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Wed, 26 Sep 2012 02:56:04 -0400